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Well I have now been sick for 4 days, it started on sunday and it is now wednessday.. On sunday I ligit couldnt move off the couch, now I am much better but still feel super weak, even the smallest movement feals like a huge task.

On sunday I spent all day watching tv and sleeping, I took notice of more things, I ended up staring at my sisters painting on our living room wall alot and studing the different details, the shadows, the light marks and realized how accurate it is and how good of an artist she is..

My vision has been weird, i feel as though Im in a daze at all times Its like looking through glass at your own life. It makes everything feel fake and not real at all. Its just plain weird.

It also made me realize just how amazing my body is, normally I can just run a mile, nbd. But now a walk around the block is a huge task. I dont know when im going to get back to track but the fever that I had for 2 and a half days just took all of the energy out of me. I also have a state cup soccer game on saterday and I want to play but I dont know if I will be able to, and I hurt my thumb so I cant play goalie

This has made me thank God for health and pray for those who live like this and are sick with diseases or anything like that cause it not enjoyable.

It has also made me realize that singing is a huge part of my life and when I cant do it I get depressed and right now I have no voice so I am filling my time by watching A christmas carol, mabye Music Man and Most happy fella Later cause I need to occupy my time with music.I just found out the Junior High is doing Suessical!!!!! AHHH I love that showww!

 So Im going to go now.. Bye